I find myself without any real sense of flow tonight. Typically I don’t even try to write if I’m in this mood, but I’m trying to utilize my blog more often to stop the anxiety from settling in. It really helps to simply reflect on the day, to try to parse the good, even if the day was bad. I’ve really been trying to get over the anxiety, and lately I actually have noticed a difference. I’m learning to simply shove all the crap aside and ignore it. It might seem like a quick fix rather than a permanent solution, but my hope is that I’ll do this frequent enough that it will actually subside and eventually disappear. I do find it interesting however to observe how I’m tackling this whole problem of mine. I should at least be assured that I’m definitely an engineer since every approach I concoct is very technical rather than emotional. Speaking of technical, by the end of the summer, I should have a couple of published science journal articles under my belt. Right now, however, my work consists of writing my presentation to present to the entire workforce in R&D. Oh yes, very excited!